your sweet gift was a breakdown

I tried to figure it all

My fate…my pain

I tried to believe for once

But again…I fall

Another breakdown

Another wild thrust

Still I stand against your wild jaw

You smashed my heart so hard

Still I blow my endless breath with a broken smile

If you're so cold then why did you choose my heart?

If you so scared then why did you lie?

I don't care about reasons and facts

I don't care about your fake image now

But it's my heart on the edge now

And it's screaming out loud

I'm screaming out your breakdown

Why did I ever bought the sweet lies

Why did I believe in your heart?

Why did I open the door for you?

In the end you let me down

You gave me a broken heart

To deal with it with an endless scar

If you're so cold then why did you choose my heart?

If you so scared then why did you lie?

I don't care about reasons and facts

I don't care about your fake image now

But it's my heart on the edge now

And it's screaming out loud

I'm screaming out your breakdown

chou - amano tsukiko(translated)

Underground in the cellar, I continued digging a hole
Without knowing where the hole was going to
With a shovel wet with earth in one hand, I was searching for your arms
I pieced together a patchwork happiness
As I planted my seeds, I was crushed by your strength




The scars on my palms that won't come off
Burn, burn
Breaking through the gap in the clouds stained red by torn wings
See how well I fly



I wonder if the eternity that I pictured while trapped in a cocoon
Is now a flower blooming somewhere
The morning will soon bring back the dark night
Stealing away my vision
I believed
That by groping along in the moonlight, I'd find you in the place where things tangled and overlapped




The promised land to which we cannot return
Burns out, burns out
Running over the earth stained black by torn pain
See how well I fly




If I shout and yet can't be heard, I want to be destroyed at your hands
While I can still be called "me"
Your arms that held me back turned to soft dust
And I just silently looked up at the sky


The scars on my palms that won't come off
Burn, burn
Breaking through the gap in the clouds stained red by torn wings
The promised land to which we cannot return
Burns out, burns out
See how well I fly

my latest artwork

HIRO

I'm just a step away
I'm just a breath away
Losing my faith today
Falling off the edge today

I am just a man
Not superhuman
I'm not superhuman
Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war
Just another family torn
Falling from my faith today
Just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

I've gotta fight today
To live another day
Speaking my mind today
My voice will be heard today

I've gotta make a stand
But I am just a man
I'm not superhuman
My voice will be heard today

It's just another war
Just another family torn
My voice will be heard today
It's just another kill
The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

I need a hero to save my life
I need a hero, just in time
Save me just in time
Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right?
Who's gonna help us survive?
We're in the fight of our lives
And we're not ready to die

Who's gonna fight for the weak?
Who's gonna make 'em believe?
I've got a hero, I've got a hero
Living in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right
Today I'm speaking my mind
And if it kills me tonight
I will be ready to die

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now
I need a hero to save my life
A hero will save me just in time

(I need a hero)
Who's gonna fight for what's right?
Who's gonna help us survive?

(I need a hero)
Who's gonna fight for the weak?
Who's gonna make 'em believe?
I've got a hero

I need a hero
A hero's gonna save me just in time

Lullaby

this is a very sweet lullaby i heard from the famous anime naruto so i would like to share it with you everyone also I'll add the lyrics in both Japanese and English

Japanese

Natsuhibosh naze akai
yuube kanashii yume wo mita
naite hanashita
akai me yo
Natsuhiboshi naze mayou
kieta warashi wo sagashiteru
Dakara kanashii yume wo miru

English

Natsuhibosh why are you so red?
Because I had a sad dream last night
my eyes are red from the tears I shed
swollen as I cry
Natsuhiboshi why've you lost your way?
I'm searching for a child whos gone a afa
He can't be found though I search all day
My sad dreams come once more

Lullaby world

lullaby is a sweet melody short song sang by mothers to their children before they sleep. it gives calm and make us feel secure it's amazing how a mother can reavel such calm feeling in you as a baby and without feeling you just close your eyes and even thought you're sleep you feel verey words of her mouth tckiling your ear thta's great power in one's voice in a mother voice will always stay with you till you grow up^_^

make poveryt a history and make kindness eternally

people sometimes like to judge others before judging themselves.it's very ironic how people can change within the time flow.how does trust could turn into betrayal?.how someone could never tell truth from a lies?.and how someone could ignore others suffering.we are always deceived about what see.but we never see beyond the things that surrounded us .we look into the blind person that he's a poor person because he can't see or someone with disability that he's not complete.but we never realize that those people who life stole a part from them had giving theme something more "The sense of life".they smile ,they laugh and they do their best to be the first in a very small detail and how many of them could be really creative and yet we even forgot to respect their existence .and how poverty kill millions every year and all we can do is start and throw our wasted food into garbage . wee see our self above the others we forgot kindness ,we forgot that we all share the same Earth.Be kind to every person you see.give water to those who feel thirsty .serve some food instead of throwing it into garbage . respect other people in all kids and shapes.there's no nation is better then other.if you see yourself a king among the crowed than you should know that a king can't live without those people around without someone who will make weapons and someone will lead army and someone will make clothes and someone who'll give birth to generation that will keep the purpose of leading goes on.share with any tiny source even a word could make a difference.be kind and stop poverty .be kind and put yourself in others shoe before taking them lightly.make poverty a history and make kindness eternally .

please watch this video a simple of suffering of poverty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=526BTs_DRoE

just listen

listen to my words.listen to anyone words
be kind be good
don't always play tough all you'll someday find yourself alone
listen to the hearts around you
nothing can release you when you do bad
just free it all
and give people space to talk
you can never live alone
even if you are
you would even talk to your dog or bird or any living creature
case everyone of us need to talk
need to listen to others heart so just listen to my words


i would like to post this lyrics after what i wrote by byonce a song called"Listen"

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believin you
You don't know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your arms
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

My dear Earth

Dear Earth
You were always the place that we walk upon. you were the place that we lived on it since thousands of years. You always gave us more than we desire. you were always been the source that had protected our existence yet we only served you pain



We killed you more than to save you. We crushed your creatures and they’ve already started to extended



We ripped your colorful trees



And yet we can never really see the beauty of you



We’re so selfish that we will never be satisfied .we even kill ourselves in useless wars



And yet my dear earth you still trying to breath at the same time you trying to give us clean air to breath but human still hurt you around and still talk about money and war and wasted politic talks we still kill you in our own hands.so may god help us all and protect our Dear Earth.

yours:Lenieth

Black & White

The world live in very tiny corner that surrounded by rules.human own rules.colors is such pretty ray of light that can be divided through a small prism into seven colors that our eyes can see . if you're blind there's always a wish to see the world to see light.however it's very strange when it comes to color people turn into enemies . white or black skin had always been a wall to separate people you wear black dress if you're a white ,you wear a white dress if you're black .still when it comes to your natural skin color people fight and argue .if you had the right to be better than anyone else you would be holy but in the end you're NOT! . everyone will die someday we're all equal when it comes to life journey by than no color would be your hero.not any color would be your savor . so see the true beauty when the black and white or white and black color gather together in one place.

Talent Break(:

talent break is an issue to show a great talent weekly i hope will this week talent is about one of the great talent that hit the country with her sparkle shiny words.Fatma alwan is a self proclaimed “Literaturaholic” who started writing when she was 12 years old, Fatmah is a published writer and had a number of articles printed in various Kuwaiti based news papers . her recently amazing book called"dreamer's pulsing thoughts" is a wonderful poetry book that consist of 36 poem that talk about friendshhip,romance,love and many great topics.

The book can be found in Virgin Megastore & Jarir Bookstores. you can try visiting her site and have a look on the sample of her writings I'm sure you'll love it if you give it a try so that's today talent break enjoy.

http://www.pneumazone.com/fhalwan

some of my artwork^^

^_^hope you like it please encourage me to keep up with my work thnx for your time

Farrie call

she once had it all but she lost in doom
she once had it all but she never felt its worth
her magnificent love her blue bird
her colorful butterflies her fantasy feathers around
a world stole it all
a world will always had been chasing her thoughts
by pen i draw
by pen i write
by my pen i'll always call
all my memorial fantasy all my lost joy
and this one flightly spirit will always call and say her words

Crying Rain(translated)

crying rain

The rain that started falling　　melts into the dry asphalt
I coldly wrap up　　this hand that is mixed with a slight fever

Without seeing the tears　　I walk turning something into the victim
As a result　　I even end up betraying you

But you know, it can change　　I remain like this until I will throw away my hope
Always with you　　I want to see the same dream like you ...

The repeating days are　　soaking us more and more
Even that painted place of that day
The downpouring night is　　never stopping to cry
The night is crying　　crying

The rain that started to fall is　　taking in the smell of the earth with the wind
Collected halfheartedly 　　my face is reflected in a puddle of water

Is it okay with that ?　　There is only one answer
This is the result born from agony　　Please don't ask me anymore

If I blame myself　　will my feelings become a little more comforting ?
Listen, always　　I am only pretending to be the victim

I'm walking lining up my hypocrisies　　even if we laugh together
The rain is washing everything away
The truth is that I was crying　　on the day you told me it was over
My false smile　　is melting

I keep doubting　　I keep worrying
Because I think I can live becoming strong
I keep doubting　　I keep worrying
Until we can laugh about those days together

The never ending memory　　Slowly I'm holding my breathing
I'm closing my eyes and exhale
I'm remembering that day　　I'm strongly grasping your hand
Wishing to tomorrow

The repeating days are　　soaking us more and more
Even that painted place of that day
The downpouring night is　　never stopping to cry
The night is crying　　crying